Overwhelmed

Do you ever reach the point where you feel like you are going to break?

I got closer to that today.

I have been trying really hard not to begin cutting again, but damn, it's hard.

I am beginning to fall behind on homework because of work.

I also overthink everything. It is so hard planning a wedding when Trevor offers no opinions, while I am working 15ish hours a week, and taking 17 credits this semester.

I'm scared my breaking point is so close within reach that I will be there in no time at all.

Gosh, this is scary.

Even last night, it took me forever to fall asleep because of all of the thoughts racing through my mind.

I hate going to bed mad, and last night I did.

I really am scared.