Missed This

Me: Just finished within pitch perfect & now Im gonna start magic mike
Andrew: Solid movie! And the other one is probably as well, i mean channing tatum as a stripper? Win ;) haha

I've missed this.

Coming Soon

I can't believe that two months from tomorrow is my move in day..

I'm so excited, scared, nervous... It's so insane. We're growing up.

I've been looking at a lot of lists lately about things people often forget when they go to college. I'm so afraid I'm going to forget the necessities..

College is so close..

Time to live it up this summer. Forget the past, move on, live without thinking about tomorrow.

Week One

My first week of babysitting Jeffery and Jacob is over! The twins are absolutely fantastic. They are full of energy, which is to be expected of six year old boys. We went to parks, played with chalk, went to the library, and had ice cream cones. 

These two balls of sunshine have really made me excited to start college. I can't wait to become a teacher! Kids just fill me up with so much joy, and I forget all of my problems.

After having been with them 36 hours already, I already feel quite maternal towards them. Making lunches and making sure the tv goes off when it needs to doesn't feel weird at all. It comes so naturally.

I can't wait until Monday!

Classic

Mom(after i walk out of bathroom from puking): feeling any better?
Me: yeah, but this the fourth time I've puked.
Mom: well that'll help you lose some weight!

Wow. Maybe it's not a bad thing she knows I'm hungover..

I Thank You For Your Awesomeness.

Dear Elisebeth,

Thank you for coming to my party and for your gift. I greatly appreciate you helping me celebrate graduation and for our friendship over the past year. I will always be there if you need someone to talk to. Never forget you are special to God even if you aren't to the world. (Remember what matters)

-_____ ____

I've never cried so hard.

The Moment I Knew

I'm not sure why but this song sums up exactly how I've been feeling lately.

I think it's because I imagined high school would be so different than it was. Especially senior year. So graduation became the moment I knew that life is not going to be how I always dreamed it would be when I was a little girl.

The Moment I Knew by Taylor Swift

You shouldve been there,

Should've burst through the door,

With that 'baby I'm right here' smile,

And it would've felt like,

A million little shining stars had just aligned,

And I would've been so happy.

Christmas lights glisten,

I've got my eye on the door,

Just waiting for you to walk in,

But the time is ticking,

People ask me how I've been

As I comb back through my memory,

How you said you'd be here,

You said you'd be here.

And it was like slow motion,

Standing there in my party dress,

In red lipstick,

With no one to impress,

And they're all laughing,

As I'm looking around the room,

But there's one thing missing,

And that was the moment I knew.

And the hours pass by,

Now I just wanna be alone,

But your close friends always seem to know

When there's something really wrong,

So they follow me down the hall,

And there in the bathroom,

I try not to fall apart,

And the sinking feeling starts,

As I say hopelessly,

"He said he'd be here."

And it was like slow motion,

Standing there in my party dress,

In red lipstick,

With no one to impress,

And they're all laughing,

And asking me about you,

But there was one thing missing,

And that was the moment I knew.

What do you say

When tears are streaming down your face

In front of everyone you know?

And what do you do when the one

Who means the most to you

Is the one who didn't show?

You should've been here.

And I would've been so happy.

And it was like slow motion,

Standing there in my party dress,

In red lipstick,

With no one to impress,

And they're all standing around me singing

"Happy birthday to you",

But there was one thing missing,

And that was the moment I knew.

Ooh, I knew.

Ooh,

You called me later,

And said, "I'm sorry, I didn't make it,"

And I said, "I'm sorry too,"

And that was the moment I knew.