Tonight I finally put it all together. If I could sum up what I am most afraid of in life, it is the unknown. If I don't know how to do something, it scares the hell out of me. If I don't know what will happen next, scares the hell out of me.
Maybe that's why this time of my life is so confusing for so many people..College..
So many things go through your head...Is this the right major? Do I want to be in this job for the rest of my life? Who will I marry? Will I ever get married? Where will I move after I graduate? Will I find a job after I graduate? The list goes on and on...
After a long talk tonight with Trevor, I'm beginning to calm down a bit about the freaky factor of the unknown. At least he is able to make me feel slightly more comfortable with the idea of it..
Part of me still wonders what's next, though.
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